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Bolt - Chapter 1

I saw you in the mirror manouvearing your way past the drunken women in the toilet pushing back your long black hair way from your face as you came towards me, I began to look back at my hands in the water when you saw me in the mirror and smiled. You held my gaze and I was unable to look away as I was captured by your eyes. I blinked and you were by my side saying hello. I swallowed and mumbled hello back looking down at my hands which were dripping on the floor and watched as you took one hand and placed it between your legs. I could feel the dampness there that matched my own, as I tried to pull my hand back you held tight and I could feel your pulse beat in your crotch as my heartbeat almost drowned out all the noise around us. I looked nervously around to make sure no one saw us. At that moment a woman came out of the toilet in front of us and you yanked me through the door. I almost fell over the toilet as you turned me around and pulled the bolt between us and the crowd. I could see my heart beating through my chest as you pulled me towards you and put my hand in your jeans that you had somehow opened as you bolted the door, "fuck me" you said.

I felt faint and couldn't hear a thing except for the sound of my heartbeat and was frozen to the spot unable to go, unable to stay. You opened my shirt and took my nipple between your nails and squeezed until I felt the tears coming to my eyes. "Fuck me! I wont tell you again" you whispered in my ear. Still I couldn't move and stayed exactly where I was staring into your dark brown eyes that seemed to go on forever. The next moment you were tying a leather thong around my wrists and I just couldn't figure out exactly where it had came from. As I looked at my hands you said that you never left home without it.

As you raised my tied hands above us it felt as though my head was about to explode with the sound of my heart beating. You pulled open my shirt and the buttons fell on the floor and seemed to echo through the noise despite the fact that the toilet was packed. As you placed your mouth around my nipple I gasped as the tingle went from my nipple to my clit and I felt like I had been stung. Your mouth was cold and I begged for your kiss me where I needed it. Your tongue ran from my nipple all the way to my belly button and my legs shook. Then you stopped..... "Please... dont leave me like this" I pleaded with my eyes closed trying not to drown. "I told you I wouldn't tell you again" you said and I heard the bolt being drawn back as you walked out of door leaving me tied and open and wet.

The Wind - Chapter 2
I stood outside humiliated trying to hold my shirt closed with my wrists still bound. The wind blew my hair like a curtain for my face and the tear streaming down it. The door opened in the club and the sound of music pumped out, I could hear footsteps over the howl of the wind and forced my head down to avoid anyone asking me if I was alright. That would be the undoing of me, you had awakened something in me which I thought had died. My heart thudded as the footsteps stopped in front of me, I couldn’t see the shoes for the tears which made the world look like a snow globe.

I was aware of a hand reaching out and lifting my chin to draw my face level to theirs. It was you! It was you! I tried not to let my heart sing, but how could I not when you were standing there in front of me holding my heart. "Ah good girl you haven’t taken my ties off, you are very surprising now follow me." I felt my feet move of their own volition and walk behind you, no longer holding my shirt closed it flapped in the wind and my hair blew behind me as if to say goodbye to another time. I stared at the back of your head begging silently for you to turn around, but you kept walking giving no indication that you even knew if I was following. You suddenly stopped at the side of a car and pulled keys from your pocket. Never once looking around, you grabbed me by the ties and pulling me towards you pushed me roughly against the back door and held me there lightly with a hand on my chest. Didn’t you know I was going nowhere?

You opened the passenger side and pushed me gently towards it covering the top of my head as I bent down to get inside. Slamming the door you walked slowly around the front of the car the whole time holding my gaze, saying nothing you got in and started the car. I felt as if time had stopped as I realised the state of my nakedness and tried yet again to hold my shirt closed with my hands bound. "Suck" you said as I turned and realised that your shirt was open and you held your breast towards me. I gasped and sat there staring not knowing what to do. You stopped the car and turned and fixed your eyes on me and I knew then I was gone I belonged to you and there was nothing I could do but your every bidding. As the realisation hit me I leant over and put my mouth to your breast, the electricity between us sparked and I heard you utter a soft moan which sent shivers down to my clit and brought it alive. The wind howled outside the car as you held me to your breast making soft groaning noises under your breath, as your breathing got heavier I moved my hand to your jeans and you grabbed my hand stopping me and pulling me from your breast. "Only what I say and when I say! Anything else and you will suffer, do you understand me?" I nodded too scared that you would go and leave me again like before as I was too far gone now to satisfy myself and didn’t want to either.

You moved your hand towards my jeans and opened the buttons and in one swift move you were in me poking and prodding and scratching with your long nails at the same time releasing the seat to fall back flat. I sighed as you touched me deep which brought a stab inside from one of your nails. "That is the last time I tell you!" My insides clenched as the tears came to my eyes and you held me whispering "it’s alright sweetie you’ll learn and I will teach and love you and in return you will worship me. Now do you understand this time?" As I pulled away from you firing the filthiest look I could summon, "NO". You laughed "that’s my girl and exactly what I expect, you will grow to love the lessons but for now come for me." At which you forced your whole hand inside of me and opened your fist "NOW". You didn’t have to say it as I felt my whole body shudder and come like I had never before as you pulled me towards you. I sat there in your arms with my body pulsing in waves and slowing relaxing to the point of sleep despite your fist still inside me; I heard the wind howl once more and knew that it was bringing things of which I hadn’t even dreamt of before.

Tilt - Chapter 3
As you led me up the stairs to the door of your apartment I dragged behind scared of what was ahead, the distance between us grew bigger as I let our arms stretch to full length. How did I end up here at your door having already had my shirt ripped open and fisted in your car at the side of a busy road. You looked beautiful though and I wondered where you had appeared from as I had never seen you around before. Your long hair fell in waves down your back and l just wanted to hold onto it and pull hard, it was normally me who was doing the leading. Not since my first girlfriend had I felt like this, I knew that you were about to ask me to give myself to you body and soul and I didn't even know your name. As you opened your door you pulled me towards you and kissed me so hard that my bottom lip bled, you already had my heart. You led me into the kitchen and sat me down in a chair, filled the kettle and swtiched it on busying yourself with making me tea. You asked my name "Jen, em my name is Jen". You told me yours was Leo not short for anything just Leo. You handed me a mug of tea, "So Jen are you ready to be mine?" I found myself unable to open my mouth my mind racing not sure what to say. How could I submit to someone I had only just met, yet my heart told me otherwise I knew that you were the one I had been waiting for. You walked towards me and grabbed a handful of hair pulling my face towards yours; "I don't like to be kept waiting". As I gasped out loud I said that I wasn't sure how I could when I didn't even know you. At that you took my tea from me and put it on the table and pulled me to my feet, "come with me and I will show you who I am".

As we walked down the hallway I could see nothing as all the doors were closed, at the end of these was an open door which you pulled me towards. You turned and switched the light on as we walked through the doorway. As the light came on I gasped out loud again, the room was still dark and each wall was covered in whips, paddles, canes of all types and a shelf full of dildos to the right. In the middle of the wall straight in front of us was a St Andrew's Cross....I had seen these in magazines before but never ever one up close. I could hardly hide my excitement at which you laughed and hugged me. It felt so good to have your arms around me and feel your warmth. "I knew you when I saw you in the mirror, do you want to play?" Looking at my feet knowing that we were about to begin I nodded. You gently pulled what was left of my shirt off of my shoulders and kissed me on the side of my neck so softly that I nearly cried. You then unclipped my bra and threw it aside and began unbuttoning my jeans for the second time that evening. As my jeans dropped to the floor I walked out of them and was about to bend to pick them up when you kicked them aside. "Leave them"! You took a hold of my knickers and pulled them until they were cutting into me, biting my lips you said "move". I didn't know what you meant but moved backwards hoping that was what you meant but hoping that it wasn't at the same time. As I walked backwards I tried to look around to see where we were going but you turned me back "trust me". "Trust has to be earned" I said as my heels came against the St Andrew's Cross and I nearly fell. You kissed me then and I felt lightheaded as you lifted my right arm above my head and pushed my wrist into the cuff attached to the cross and fastened it. The left was soon clasped firmly too and you bent to secure my ankles planting a light kiss on each one.

I could hear my heart beating in my ears as I watched you walk over to the wall to my right and walk up and down trying to decide which one to use, turning around to look at me you put your arm out and without looking took the nearest one off the wall, a light leather whip with several strips and knots at end of each strip. I swallowed as you walked towards me and smiled. You took my knickers in both hands and pulled until they ripped and then threw them aside. The first hit was soft almost a tickle as you grinned at me bringing your arm further back the second time this one stinging slightly I wondered when you were actually going to get going. I needn't have given it a second thought as the third stroke came down stinging me and starting that fire inside my cunt. You kept whipping until I was begging you to fuck me and I could barely breath. "Please?" I begged and begged. "Please what?". I had no idea what you wanted me to say so I said nothing but please yet again. As you pulled your arm back for another stroke you aimed for between my legs catching my clit and I felt skin breaking in the most delicious way, "I am your mistress and don't you ever forget it". "Please mistress" I said with a grin on my face knowing that you were about to fuck me if I got this right. I almost cried as you walked away at this but you walked towards the dildos on the shelf to the left of me and picked up the biggest one I had ever seen. You unzipped your jeans and dropped them to the floor and I saw that you already wore a harness. Kicking them off you walked towards me attaching the dildo to the harness. As you walked over to me on the cross you bent behind me and I heard you pull something as the whole cross began to tilt backwards putting me at an angle for you to be able to see my cunt open and wet and waiting for you. You walked past me to the right and picked up a silk tie and came over and covered my eyes. I strained my ears to try and hear where you were but I couldn't hear you moving at all. As I turned my head from side to side trying to catch a sound I felt you come towards me and felt the end of the cold dildo which reached me before you did. Before I even tried to guage how big it was you had it at my lips pushing against me. As I cried that it was too big you rammed harder feeling like you you were going to split me open and then I suddenly opened so wide that I felt it hit my cervix and I cried out loud. As you fucked me harder and harder I felt like I was going to burst and I couldn't breathe. As you fucked me though I became more and more aroused and as my climax grew the pain was so bad yet so good as there was just no room between me and the dildo and no space for my cunt to grasp being stretched to its limits. I came with a scream and passed out.

As I came to I was still on a tilt on the cross and you had removed the blindfold. You still had the dildo inside me! "I wanted you to be awake for this" you said as you slowly moved away from me pulling it out of me and watching my eyes intently. As my eyes fluttered shut you slapped my face "keep those eyes open now"! At that you pulled the dildo from me and I came yet again with an explosion that left my cum running down my legs. "Not bad for first time sweetie, wait until you see what I have for next time"!

Toast - Chapter 4
As I slowly wakened I stretched my legs and arms and opened my eyes jumping when I realised that I wasn't at home. I was in a large let me rephrase that, very large bed! Everything was pale blue or light brown, my favourite colours and I felt so at home without being home. I tried to rouse my brain to tell me where I was and then I winced and remembered exactly where I was! Every part of me ached as I shifted on to my elbows and looked around the room. There was nothing in it apart from the bed, bedside tables and a chair sitting in the corner. Absolutely nothing on the walls or any personal nic nacs apart from lamps on each bedside table. There was nothing to tell me who you were or what you were other than the welts I could feel on my back and ass that you had managed to catch with the whip. I slipped one hand down and gingerly touched my right cheek feeling again the most amazing feelings rushing to my head, my stomach flipping and making me feel lightheaded. As my eyes fluttered thinking of you the door opened and you were there smiling down at me. "Morning beautiful". You were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen, your eyes were like black coals which I appeared to disappear into and I said nothing as I lay there with my hand on my ass looking at you. You chuckled the most amazing sound I had ever heard it made me want to jump up and scream to the world how wonderful life was.

"Good morning Leo" I said lowering my eyes and watching you from through my eyelashes. You made me want to bow down and kiss your feet just deigning to look at me. You seemed to just glow, your hair shone and your eyes smiled and crinkled at the sides. My heart beat furiously as I waited for you to speak and tell me what to do I had fallen in love with you and already adored the ground that you walked on yet I knew nothing about you other than the mad night we had had last night. Never had I let anyone treat me the way you had last night since my first and since then I had been forever on top and never dreamed that it would ever be any different. Yet here you were turning my whole world upside down. "You were very good beautiful" you seemed to purr when you talked. "You are not going to need much training at all, you surprised me".

I knew what you meant I surprised myself! You sat on the side of the bed and leant over me crushing my lips with a kiss which took my breath away. My lips were bruised and I could taste the blood as you opened cuts from the night before. You sat back and looked at me and I felt so open that I lowered my eyes and coulnd't look at you. You leant back over and licked my lips as I gasped for a breath. I wanted to throw my arms around you but I knew I couldn't. I knew you wouldn't like it and at that moment I only wanted to please you like no one else ever had. At that moment you had me and I knew then that I would do anything you asked of me. "So beautiful, would you like some toast and tea you need something to bring your blood sugars back up, don't want you passing out on me!" I nodded frantically like an idiot realising how stupid I looked as I was mid nod and stopped and looked down and through my lashes at you knowing you would love the way I was looking at you. "Oh you do that look so well now don't you?" I allowed my lips to turn into a grin knowing that you didn't want my utmost obediance as where would be the fun in that! You and I were going to have some fun and it was about to start with toast!

Spent - Chapter 5

"Hey beautiful, breakfast is served". I jumped and nearly knocked the tray out of your hands and felt so scared and stupid all at once. I had nodded off when you had gone to get breakfast for me.  I smiled at you and pulled myself up the headboard until I sat upright. You placed the tray on my legs and bent down and kissed me softly although it felt so hard given the state of my lips! "Thank you mistress...." I said hesitantly waiting for your approval. "Ah you remembered then!" you grinned at me and I felt my insides melt as I grinned back up at you. Stars were exploding in my view and I could barely see you for the explosionl You sat down on the edge of the bed and watched me as I looked at the tray you had given me, you certainly knew how to make a breakfast! There was toast, honey, raspberry jam, butter and bananas - it didn't escape me that all of these things would give me energy. There was also a pot of tea of which you had already poured a mug, as I went to put sugar in you smiled "black and two?" I nodded wondering how the hell you knew that!

You sat there watching me as I ate bananas and jam and toast and I watched back through my eyelashes. I drank the tea holding the mug in my two hands and looking into it as though it would give me the answers that I sought from you. As I finished the tea you took the mug from my hands put it on the tray and lifted the tray and placed it on the bedside table. My heart was thumping so loud I was sure that you could hear it, I certainly could! You took my hand and kissed the tips of each finger as I sat there not quite sure where this was going. I kissed back as you pulled the quilt back, and I felt the chill of the morning air wash me. Pulling me down by my legs you pushed my legs opened and kissed me on my lips. I bucked towards you as you took my clit in your mouth and bit down. I could hardly breathe and wondered how I was going to cope with someone who I wasn't sure were going to be soft or hard. I didn't know what I liked best but was beginning to think I liked you best.

As you bit you sucked and flicked your tongue against my clit as I pushed against your teeth. The combination of biting and sucking was driving me nuts and I just wanted to come in your mouth. But dare I? I wasn't sure you wanted me to and didn't dare risk your wrath in case I wasn't allowed to. "Please?" I moaned as you sunk your teeth into me even harder, I felt like you were inside me and part of me despite the fact that you hadn't once put your tongue inside me. "Now beautiful, I will count mentally to 5 and then I want you to come in my mouth and let me taste you properly". Just your words were driving me to the brink and I didn't know how I was going to last to 5. I slowly started counting 1, 2, 3, 4.............5. I came with an explosion into your mouth gushing for the first time ever as I bent my body towards the sky I was spent, sucked dry, nothing left to give before you let me fall back down to earth and the bed. "Ok beautiful time you had another sleep" at that you pulled the quilt over me and stroked my hair as I drifted off to sleep yet again.

Lessons - Chapter 6

I felt you before I was even awake properly, your hand cupped my mound and held me as I began to throb. I moved and mumbled pretending that I was still asleep so you would carry on doing what you were doing. You chuckled as you grabbed my hair and hauled me from the bed wakening me fully in an instant with pain that shot through my head. "Don't pretend you're sleeping when I have wakened you and demanded your presence!" You pulled me to my knees as I cried out with the pain, this was not what I expected after the way you had treated me earlier. "Ok beautiful, here's how it goes. I will teach you several things and we shall see how you perform and if you perform well you will come and live with me. Do you agree?"

I knelt at your feet and nodded as best I could as you held my head where it was still holding as tightly as you had when you pulled me from the bed. I only knew your name but I knew that I wanted to stay with you forever. "When I ask you a question directly I expect you to answer" you said as you pulled me to the floor by my hair while I screamed in pain. "Yes mistress" I cried out as you pulled my hair even tighter around your hand. "Ok better, now you have already been taught the first few lessons; but I will remind you so that you don't forget. First when I tell you to do something you do it immediately and without question. Second you come only when I tell you to and at no other time ever. And of course third lesson, don't ever lie to me. And in case you are in any doubt when you pretended to be still asleep you were lying to me!" I shivered as I lay on the floor with your hand around my hair and pulling tighter to emphasise every word.

You pulled me to a sitting position as I felt like my head was on fire. I looked up at you and realised you were naked and my heart beat hard at how beautiful you looked from this viewpoint. You smiled and I wondered how you could look so innocent when you weren't. "Ok so are you going to walk or do I have to drag you?" I jumped to my feet and stood before you with your hand still in my hair waiting for my next direction. "Very well done" you smiled letting go of my hair "now move it". As I walked out of the bedroom that would soon be mine I stopped as I did not know which direction to go in. "Left" you shouted as I faltered as I walked left the next door was opened and I knew that was where I should go.

There was a round bed in the middle of the room with black silk sheets as I walked nearer I could see leather cuffs resting in a square on the bed and I sighed quietly hoping that you would not hear me. "Ah so you like then little one, I knew when I saw you in the mirror last night." I couldn't believe that it was just last night when I saw you in the mirror, a million years appeared to have passed since then. "Ok so you know the score then?" you said as I drew level with the bed. Turning around to look at you I sat on the bed and pulled myself backwards until my shoulders and ankles were level with the cufffs. "Very good beautiful" you said as you took my ankles and gently put the cuffs on. You trailed your hand up my side and then took my hands very gently and pulled them above my head. You cuffed them and at that moment I had never felt safer or more loved ever in my life.

You walked around the bed looking at me from all angles as I lay there my cunt already glistening in anticipation of what was about to happen. I had no idea but I was sure that it wasn't punishment as I could see nothing other than the bed in the room. As you walked down to the base of the bed you turned around and opened the wardrobe that seemed to hide in the wall which was pale blue and looked like a morning sky. "Mmmh what shall we used then beautiful?" I was hoping that this wasn't something you expected me to answer as I lay there heart thudding. As you turned around you had a large vibrator in your hand which I knew was called a wand but I hadn't ever used or had used on me. "Today you are going to come for me several times beautiful and by the end of it you are going to start to learn to control it and not come until I tell you to."

As you walked towards me I shivered as you switched it on and knelt at my ankles on the bed. You smiled at me and looked into my eyes as you placed the vibrator onto my clit and increased the speed within a few seconds. "I will warn you now I need to see your eyes and I will not be happy if you close them. Do I make myself clear?". "Yes mistress" I whispered, the vibrations were already getting to me and I just wanted to close my eyes and lose myself in the feelings you were making me feel. As I lay there my whole body apparently beating in time to the speed of the vibrator you stared into my eyes and I could see see that yours were dark hazel with flecks of green. I could feel my whole body responding to you as I tried to arch my hips towards you. The cuffs dug in as I tried to keep both my eyes open and not come, I felt as if I was about to pass out. Your eyes smiled as you told me I could come and I did immediately. "Well done beautiful, now let's see you do it again". Your words awakened something in me as I arched again and fought against the cuffs coming as you had commanded me to. As soon as my throbs began to subside they started again and I felt like every capillary was going to explode. The cuffs on my wrist held me so tight and those on my ankles cut in and almost made me come just feeling them.

"Ok beautiful once more and we will call it a day" you said as you increased the intensity on the vibrator again. "Come now little one" and I did yet again but this time closing my eyes. As soon as they closed I knew I was in trouble, you had given my a direct order and I had disobeyed you. I was devastated that I had not been able to do your bidding and felt ashamed as I looked into your eyes and saw the disappointment there, "I am so sorry mistress I did not mean to disobey you." I cried as your eyes changed and you got up and walked out of the room.

 Blue - Chapter  7

I waited for what seemed forever I had never felt so blue in my life. Still you didn't come back and I couldn't even hear you walking about the house either. I wasn't sure what to do, should I get up and look for you or should I stay here. I frantically searched my mind for everything you had said in the last 24 hours but there was nothing that said I had to stay here once you had put me here. But there was just one thing stopping me; I was still cuffed to the bed and despite pulling on them I could see that there was no way of unbuckling them the way you had me strapped to the bed. What if you never came back, no one knew I was here! I lay there crying unable to think straight and cursing myself for closng my eyes against your orders and not of not coming here at all.

I had no idea how much time had passed as I lay there with my face wet and salty and the end of my hair around my face damp. The tears just did not seem to want to stop and were flowing freely from my eyes. I was exhausted and closed my eyes listening to the sound of nothing and trying to relax against the cuffs which held me to my limits. as I felt myself drifting off into a doze the sound of a chair scraping across the floor; making me jump. The cuffs dug into my skin to the point where I eventually gave in and relaxed into them as much as they would let me.

I strained my ears but there was still no sound silence... then I jumped you were there at my feet starting to undo my ankle cuffs. "I'm sorry mistress" I said but I didn't sound sorry even to myself. You said nothing the silence was deafening as you carried on uncuffing me. First my ankles then my wrists. Taking my hand you pulled me sitting up and pulled the tie off my eyes. Still you said nothing while you stared into my eyes bending over me. I had never been looked at so deeply and everything in me was screaming to be allowed to look away. I didn't dare! As my eyes started to burn with trying not to blink you stood up straight and pulled my head towards your body holding me there. I could hear your sigh I could smell you as you held me to you still naked and obviously not done with me yet.

You bent down again and kissed me on the head and taking my hands gently pulled me to my feet. "Make me come" you whispered in my ear as you wrapped yourself around me. I needed no second telling as I dropped to my knees and put my mouth around your mound kissing it all over and taking in your smell before gently moving your lips aside with my tongue until I found your clit already hard. Your aroma was musky yet you tasted so sweet almost fruity yet not. I couldn't get enough you tasted amazing and nothing like anyone before. I felt my tongue over every part of your lips and clit trying to memorise each bit in case this was the first and last time I would do this. As I licked, sucked and nibbled all over you I could hear you sighing. I looked up and you were looking down at me with dazed eyes. Unable and unwilling to now look away I watched you as I licked my tongue against you sweeping up all the wetness there. Your eyes fluttered but stayed open as I pushed my tongue all the way inside you they grew wider and then fluttered again. You had such control as I adored you from my knees, lapping and nibbling your clit and dipping my tongue in and out of you I could eventually feel you gripping my tongue as you started to climax. You felt amazing and all the while our eyes were locked barely blinking.

As you came your eyes dilated even further until the hazel brown was replaced with black. You made no sound apart from the sound of your hands clenching and unclenching which I could see from the corner of my vision. As I started to sit back on my legs, "clean". I licked you until there were no juices left and sat back on my legs head bowed and heart pounding. I felt you bend and lift my chin gently encouraging me to my feet. I still kept my eyes lowered totally in awe of your beauty and control. You took my hand and gently led me though the the first room in the corridor and opened the door.

It was your room, it looked like it was lived in and had pictures on the walls and a watch lying on the dresser. It was green all over I had never seen so many different shades it was like walking into a forest with the only thing missing the smell of nature. The carpet was thick and warm under my feet as you walked me towards the bed. I glanced at your back quickly and saw white scars stretching across your back. As you turned around I lowered my eyes again and could feel you looking at me as you pulled back the duvet and got in. You lifted the duvet at the other side of the bed and motioned to me to get in. As I walked round you snapped "quicker". Jumping in quickly you pulled the duvet over me and pulled me into your arms.

As you held me I could feel our hearts starting to beat almost in time as we both fell asleep.